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The First Half of My Life
Episode 42
Actually it was you who will be sacrificing more than me.
Because it is possible that people will say that you betrayed your friend to get personal gains
and you have to endure that for me.
Must you insist that I say
how I hope that I am able to make up for everything that I owe Tang Jing?
Please.
Junsheng. Why are you this drunk?
Let's go. Be careful...
Come.
Slowly. Come, sit inside.
Sorry.
- Junsheng, let's hurry and go back, okay?- Sorry.
Junsheng, let's hurry and go back.
Sorry.
Thank you, CEO He. Let's go back.
Be careful.
Goodbye.
Let me assist you.
I'm fine!
♫ Promises, slowly becoming unimportant ♫
♫ Silence, deliberately not minding your tears ♫
♫ No courage to look back ♫
♫ Not willing to see you move back and forth for me ♫
♫ Excuses, starting to numb and tire me ♫
♫ Seduction, has long blurred what's right and wrong ♫
♫ Additional warmth and tenderness/i> ♫
♫ are being let off in this night interlaced with guilt ♫
♫ Perfect acting ♫
♫ is maintaining the peace ♫
♫ in the world inside the crystal ball ♫
♫ So unrealistic ♫
♫ So cautious ♫
Commonly missed out details in the Guangong project
Zijun, hope I am not disturbing your rest.
I spent a few days to understand the project of Ms. Wu at Guangdong.
The one in the email are the notes I took.
For problems that I think you might overlook
and things that you must pay attention to at the start of the project, I highlighted them.
Hope this will be of help to you.
It's He Han.
Chen Junsheng ratted him out.
What about He Han? Is this about the Angel matter?
That's right. Say, why will He Han frame Tang Jing?
Isn't Tang Jing and him that kind of relationship?
One mountain can't have two tigers.
The mantis stalks the cicada, unaware of the oriole behind.
This Chen Junsheng usually follows all of He Han's commands.
Yet at such important time, he instead bit him back.
If He Han leaves, then won't Chen Xing be left with him and Tang Jing having equal standing?
One really can't know a person well enough.
He is coming out.
What's wrong? Stomped by it?
Didn't think that the result of the Angel matter will be this, right?
I also didn't think so. Nobody did.
That's right. Never thought.
Luo Zijun, the frontdesk said that you were looking for me.
Right. I came here to talk to you regarding Caicai and Tang Jing's matter.
Are you going to personally confess to your company or I'm going to be the one to do it?
You came late.
What do you mean?
Angel's data were leaked by He Han. He Han has already been fired.
What?! He Han?!
That's right. Chen Junsheng personally saw it.
He Han also admitted it already.
How can that be? I asked Chen Junsheng and he didn't say that to me.
He is already CEO Chen. What is impossible?
Zijun.
Are what the people in the office saying true?
After work, I'll explain them all to you after work.
Where is He Han?
He has left.
Are these all true?
What true?
He Han.
What did you tell the board of directors?
I said...
that at the same day the data got leaked,
He Han told me to give him all the Angel files.
It included the data that got leaked.
This matter caused a great damage to the company's reputation.
Although He Han is my superior and good friend,
after much consideration, I still felt I should inform the company about this.
I also hoped that this is just a coincidence.
But never thought that when the board of directors asked him, he admitted to it.
He Han told you to say that.
I don't understand what you're saying.
You don't know how to lie much. You said it like you were memorizing a book.
Chen Junsheng,
if I tell you that He Han is that kind of person, will you believe it?
If you don't even believe it, for a person who has been with him for ten years, you think I will believe it?
At the same time, I also don't believe that you are a person that will betray his friends for personal gain.
He Han said...
that he hopes that you and me can continue making Chen Xing better together.
Your resignation letter. He Han asked me to return it to you.
What is he planning to do?
Was it because he felt that he wronged me
so he is going to be the scapegoat to make it up for me?
I won't accept it.
I will investigate the truth about this matter.
Will daddy come home today?
He probably will.
He has been quite busy these past days so he always came home late.
After these two days, everything will be fine again.
Come.
He hasn't come home for several days already.
Did he go on a business trip?
It's because he is going to be promoted soon so he was very busy.
Yo, he's back.
You two be good, okay?
- Okay.- Be good.
It's you. So late. But Ping'er hasn't slept yet. You're here to see him, right?
I am here to see you.
See me?
I still remember that one year ago,
Tang Jing took me to Chen Xing like this.
I saw another Chen Junsheng that I'm not familiar with and his colleagues.
It was also Tang Jing who went to negotiate with Ling Ling in my behalf.
Right now, we have changed positions. It is now my turn to make a move
to protect my friend and loved one.
No matter what, there is an inspiring relief within this.
When you called, I immediately rushed to here.
Those e-mails and messages are all private.
If there are no authorization, we cannot casually--
Investigate it first. I'll request for authorization tomorrow.
Blame everything to me. Okay?
Please. Every second counts.
No, but...if we go against protocol, I...
can't avoid being--
You tell me and I'll be the one to do it.
You didn't operated on it or acted on my instructions.
Everything has nothing to do with you.
This isn't something that can be done in 1-2 hours.
That's why, the more we don't have any more time to waste.
Fine. Open the security computer.
Okay.
Not going home at his late hour?
Tang Jing just left and you came.
You all are taking turns to come here to talk to me.
Just to protect Ling Ling, you betrayed He Han.
I didn't betrayed He Han.
How could I betray He Han?
Accurately speaking,
He Han bore the crime to protect Tang Jing.
You should have admitted that the problem originated from your family.
When I wanted to say it, it was already late.
I just hate myself.
I hate that I had so many chances in between
but how come I just didn't say it out and be done with it?
Do you know how people in the company and all the people who knows about this matter are talking about you?
I know.
I deserved it.
The problem arose from my own family so I'm now getting the retribution, break even now.
Congratulations, CEO Chen.
Bullshit CEO Chen!
Who wants to be this CEO Chen?! Who is willing?!
Other than Ling Ling, who give a damn to this CEO Chen?! Who?!
I'd rather that He Han didn't leave.
I'd rather that nothing has happened.
I'd rather return to the past.
I'd rather return to...
the past of the past.
Go and look for the board of directors and tell them what really happened.
Just say that Chen Junsheng doesn't know about it so it won't affect him.
Xiao Dong surely must be punished
but all these are also what she deserved.
Unless you wish for Chen Junsheng to keep not going home like this.
I think that you do love him.
Why then didn't you think of what can happen today when you did this thing?
Then won't I get dragged in if that happens and won't you also be affected?
If one day, I will need your help,
even if you only will be able to help me for a little bit,
will you give it your all to help me?
Isn't it if everyone just pretend to be deaf and mute, then nothing will happen?
If it was you instead today that made this kind of mistake, I also will do the same.
It was actually you who will be sacrificing more than me.
Because it is possible that others will say that you betrayed your friend for personal gain
and you must endure this in my behalf.
He Han already said that he hopes that you and me can make Chen Xing better together.
Is it because he feel that he wronged me so he wants to bear the crime to make up to me?
I will investigate the truth.
Bayer
Quickly come and look!
You didn't sleep all night?
Intern chat group?
Ling Ling and Xiao Dong did it very carefully.
Including how Xiao Dong arranged Caicai's work, she did it very carefully.
But they disregarded one aspect.
Caicai didn't know what they were doing.
That's why, she will tell everyone in the intern's chat group
the jobs that Xiao Dong would let her do.
No, Ms. Tang. You can use these evidences to report them.
But...you privately
investigating the privacy of employees is already gravely exceeding your authority.
The company, technically, can fire you.
I know.
Everyone knows that you want to clear He Han's name.
But is this really worth it? He has already left Chen Xing.
I know in my heart if it's worth it or not.
What others say don't count.
- Thank you.- It's fine.
Hey, Ms. Tang, please take a look!
Really never thought...
Oh, my, god.
Good morning!
What's wrong?
This early morning, everyone received Sister Ling Ling's group e-mail.
What e-mail?
She admitted to everything.
Was it really you and Sister Ling Ling...
Apology letter for the Angel incident: Because I had a conflict with Ms. Tang at my past job and out of seeking vengeance, I connived with my colleague Xiao Dong to leak the data of Angel Company. I initially just wanted
to make things hard for Ms. Tang but never thought it will bring the company and Ms. Tang grave damages. I am here apologizing to Ms. Tang and the company and is willing to accept any punishment and clear Ms. Tang's name.
You knew before that it was Ling Ling.
I have known about it.
I can't bear her suffering so I didn't dare say it.
He Han can't bear that you get misunderstood
so he risked everything and became the scapegoat.
You also can't bear that He Han's reputation get destroyed like that
so you turn around and wanted to clear his name.
Ling Ling, on the other hand, can't bear to burden me
so she exposed the whole truth about this matter.
Tell me.
Did we all turn better or more evil?
Where is He Han now?
I called him but he turned his phone off. I can't find him.
I don't know.
Uncle Wu!
Good morning.
You don't plan to get any fishes today?
Just visiting you.
Here, drink some tea.
Old Zhuo.
Do you know where He Han went to?
Shenzhen.
Luoluo, did you see He Han? I kept calling him but he isn't answering.
No. I haven't seen him for a long time.
Old Zhuo, have you seen He Han?
Tang Jing.
Never thought that you are still in Shanghai.
Chen Junsheng already told me.
You turned back from the airport and went to look for Caicai and Xiao Dong.
And you eventually convinced Ling Ling. Thank you.
It was actually you who cleared everyone's,
the whole Chen Xing's name.
Tang Jing, we...
You and me. No we.
Each are different things.
I don't want to pretend that I'm forgiving you just like that.
Maybe one day, in the future,
I will slowly not mind it anymore.
But it isn't now.
Goodbye, Tang Jing.
Will you still be going to Shenzhen?
Of course, if Ms. Wu will still accept me.
He Han
It is currently inconvenient for me to receive your call.
If there is something important, you can leave a message.
He Han
It is currently inconvenient for me to receive your call.
If there is something important, you can leave a message.
I already know everything.
I still have to thank you.
I think...I know why you will go to Shenzhen.
Since you've already left, then don't easily come back.
Welcome back.
These ten years,
I kept learning on how to leave you.
Hope that from now on, I am able to learn it already.
Forgive me...
for being unable to give my blessings.
You will never know
that you have missed out on a person that loved you so much.
Goodbye.
Ms. Tang, people from Angel called earlier saying they want to meet up with you.
Ms. Tang, an email sent by the board of directors. Please acknowledge that you've received it.
Ms. Tang, the meeting for today was set at 3 pm.
Ms. Tang, I've already booked your Singapore flight on Monday.
You're going to look for He Han?
Of course, you only need to want to bump into him. You don't need to look.
Old Zhuo, don't look that I've only came to your place to eat and drink.
You actually taught me a lot.
Enjoy the process, it might not really be the ending.
The process are all good but it's hard to say about the ending.
I will miss you.
Thank you.
- Take care.- Goodbye.
Only after holding this divorce certificate did I realize that I was forced to divorce.
Ziqun told me about starting over,
about the freedom of choosing all over again.
How come I let her drag me into this?
Actually, sometimes, I quite envy you two.
You still has the freedom to choose.
But the problem is if I am asked to choose again, I surely will still choose her.
But she, on the other hand, might not.
How come I let her trick me into doing this?
Bai Guang! You liar!
Scoundrel! Bastard! Liar!
You are a liar! Liar! And you even went to divorce me?
What divorce? I am pregnant already!
If we are divorced, who will I look for to register the child?
It's my son so who will you look for? Of course, me.
How many months already? No...
- Bastard! Liar! - Don't hit me anymore!
You are a liar!
Don't hit. Be careful to affect the child...
I am going to be a daddy again!
Where are we going?
Don't you love to joyride?
Come. Here.
We're going now.
May I trouble you to give these to Luoluo?
Special Power of Attorney
- Are you leaving?- Right.
Go where?
To look for an old friend.
To return a debt, a love debt.
A person in his lifetime will have people he wronged.
Did you already tell Luoluo about it?
Not yet.
You know that she--
Luoluo is a good kid.
But the only thing I can do for her is to take good care of her for her father's sake.
What if she will want to look for you?
She won't. She surely knows why I left her.
Should know.
All have left.
Tang Jing, I still believe that He Han leaving you
is actually a good thing for you.
I am now free.
I don't need to keep working hard to live like someone that he likes.
Accurately saying, someone that I thought he will like.
In one's life, there are times that you only get to know who you love when you are about to die.
Some people only know who really loves them when they are about to die.
Am I right?
I understand.
I'm going now.
Take care.
Live the rest of your life well.
Remember to inform me where you are.
I will miss you.
Thank you.
Special Power of Attorney...Zhuo Jian Qing
Old Zhou wants you to take good care of Jiangzi.
And also...
And also what?
Eat well. Eat on time.
No matter how busy it is, you must eat on time. And sleep early.
That day, he suddenly drove his bike and took me out.
I felt than that something is wrong.
If I have known earlier, I won't let him go.
If he is leaving, you won't be able to stop him.
Everyone has left.
You won't be leaving too, right?
I won't go.
If you need any help, call me.
Rest for today.
I won't. Normal business day.
How about you? Going to work?
Going to work. There are still a lot of things waiting for me.
One Year Later
Within two months, we can disband the workers here and begin renovating this factory.
It's hard to imagine how huge this project will be.
How are you?
I know the task will be difficult and unprecedented, with no experience to rely on.
But I don't know why, I feel very excited instead.
Way to go gal!
- Are you leaving? - Then I will have a look around the place.
What's there to look around there?
Since I will be working here, it's good to have a look
and better understand the place.
- Then I will go with you. - There's no need.
I will just use my camera phone to record
and once I've tidied it up, I'll send this to you.
Ok. Good.
You better leave first.
There is a fisherman's wharf over there.
Bye
He Han...
Zijun...
I'm sorry. I mistook you for another person.
Your back view resembles a friend of mine.
Is he a local?
No but that's because you don't look like a local too.
A year ago, I resigned and came to Shenzhen.
You don't look like a local too!
I came from Shanghai.
Zijun?
Sorry. Mistook you for another person.
You really resemble a friend of mine.
From the way you look, you don't seem like a local.
I am not a local.
I was originally from Shanghai. After resigning a year ago, I came here to do the seafood business.
- Isn't Shanghai ok?
Of course, Shanghai is good.
In the first half of my life, the most important people and important events were all left in Shanghai.
- Then did you find it hard to leave? - It was hard to leave.
Of course, I didn't want to leave.
It was only after I left that I began to slowly understand
the importance of things, I was willing or not willing to give up.
In the coming years, how I ought to face up or respond
or even know after all these years, how best to face up or respond to others.
- Up until now, I do not regret anything that happened.
- It will be the same in future.
- No matter what day or whatever will happen
- I will be waiting for you.
- No matter how long it is...I will always be waiting.
- Because I have fallen in love with you.
Thank you.. He Han
Perhaps if we are not together,
Keeping this distance may be even better.
Good bye
- What if you meet again?
We'll greet each other
or
or I'll bring her to visit the ocean together
to visit the ocean.
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The End
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♫ In the torrential rain, among the busy cars ♫
♫ Why is the image of your face still so clear? ♫
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